The Time I Was Given

There is no question that I miss Mikael every day and that I wish with all my heart that he was here. As I sit here, thinking about him, I also realize how thankful I am for every second I was given with his presence in my life. He taught me so much about myself. All of my experiences as a mom have taught me to be introspective; to be honest with myself about my strengths and weaknesses, to always strive to be the best I can be. Mikael demonstrated the most amazing acceptance of others. He saw people as who they really were; not clouded by judgement and social biases. His open heart demonstrated the kind of love Jesus wants us to have for others. Mikael's sense of humour and ability to laugh at himself has taught me to do the same. He was so encouraging of others and I would say that this was one of his spiritual gifts, that of an encourager. The time I was given to spend with Mikael was so very precious and I am so grateful for being given the privilege of being his mom. I won't lie, I would give anything to have him here and I don't fully understand why he was taken from us so soon and his absence is an indescribable ache. But I know he is with the Lord and I know that I can trust God with his care. So, today I am thankful for thirty-one years of joy that Mikael brought into my life.